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(C.B)
(12.27.16)
I am a:
⚪️man
⚪️woman
🔘 entity beyond your comprehension
Seeking:
⚪️men
⚪️women
🔘 the ability to remove sentience
“if i had killed myself back when i planned to, i would have never experienced some things that i just cannot let go of.”
-a book that’ll be too hard to write
Anonymous asked:
dangergirl95-deactivated2013122 answered:
I’m going to rip out my soul and become a lifeless shell because apparently thats the only way I can cope
- ED: you need to be underweight!
- Me: why?
- ED: because then you'll have accomplished...something,
- Me: what?
- ED: ...something
& grief
was eating
all that
I’d let it.
(via lifeinpoetry)
its so weird going to counseling and shit and having to say you were “triggered” unironically after the internet and popular culture has completely fucking dismantled and destroyed a legitimate term in psychology
I told my therapist about the whole “lol triggered” thing and she was so, so angry. Triggers are real things, people. The word “trigger” is an actual word used in psychology to describe certain phenomena brought upon by mental illnesses like anxiety, depression, PTSD, psychosis, schizophrenia, etc. It is NOT something to make fun of, it does NOT mean “annoyed or offended”, and it most certainly is NOT a joke. So STOP making triggered jokes. Stop it.
me: *literally says anything*
therapist: can you…. give me an example?
me, someone who has memory problems:

The main difference between me and my cat is that when she sleeps all day and does nothing productive, she doesn’t feel crushing guilt and overwhelming societal pressure.
anyone else feel like their trauma isn’t bad enough n they’re probably just overreacting to normal childhood experiences? same


